MissMadiD (madid) wrote,
MissMadiD
madid

STOP DYING

Pa's funeral is tomorrow.

I still don't know if I'm going or not. I'm not religious in any way really and as far as I'm concerned you go to funerals for the living out to respect or for yourself.
I had seen pa twice in the past eight years....
Even though he was my granddad I don't feel that I have the right to be there.
I don't want to see Tea.... and when I left my dads funeral I honestly thought it would be the last time I'd see all of them.
I'm sick of funerals and this whole eternal life thing...

Tonight's the 3rd night in a row ill be wiping away tears... I miss my Nan. So much

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Tags: dad, death, funerals, via ljapp
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