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Misplaced Diamond
It's never too late to become the person you might have been.
This journal may contain adult concepts.
Created on 2008-07-06 01:05:33 (#16023899), last updated 2009-11-25
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Basic Info| Name: | MissMadiD |
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| Birthdate: | 1990-11-18 |
| Website: | Livewire |
Bio
 What I am |  |
| I am a little fucked in the head, but thats okay, I can still function well enough to hide it for the most part. I am disordered and depressed. I am happy with my own company. I am socially awkward. I am addicted to the internet. I am a student. I am lucky for what I have. I am reserved. I am able to talk in front of crowds. I am scared of dentists. I am stubborn. I am able to hold myself together until I am alone. | |
 | What I am not |
| I am not perfect, I make mistakes and I fuck things up. I am not anything special and I am not anybody’s anybody. I am not fake, if I don’t like you you’ll know about it. I am not a meat eater. I am not a giver unless I really like you and value you. I am not shy. I am not who I wanted to be. I am not gracefull. I am not able to control my thoughts. I am not able to SAY how I feel, I can write it. | |
| In this journal you will find... | |
| My outlet- amongst other things, this is how I deal with my frustrations about myself, friends, family, food, school, work and what ever else is bothering me at the time. My thoughts- as immature, horrid, selfish or irrational they may be My past- anything that has happened to me, chances are, if I remember it, its referred to in this journal. My future- My dreams, ambitions, what I want, the ideals... and then the reality of what will really happen. My life- Ask me face to face and I probably won’t tell you what really happened during my day. My opinions- if you don’t like them... too bad This journal has the truth, its not the bullshit that I feed the people around me in an attempt to convince them that I am fine... | |
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